00:00:00: welcome back to this very special episode of sweet but salty the bliss point of podcasts.

00:00:06: and it's special because i have an announcement.

00:00:12: if you follow me on instagram or youtube, you already know.

00:00:15: But If You Don't I'm gonna tell you...I released a song And It's Called Too Late and I'm very, very happy and proud.

00:00:27: And so excited that it's out because i wrote the song five years ago...i was very much heartbroken when i wrote it..and it just came to me.

00:00:41: It was like a very weird situation Because i was crying.

00:00:45: then i sat down with my guitar Just started playing.

00:00:49: Then lyrics kind of flowed And the entire song has a very special story that I probably will not tell you, believe me.

00:01:04: Because it's just a little personal but... A bit of backstory.

00:01:09: It is as we can guess quite sad or melancholic song and its' love song The backstories.

00:01:20: basically i met gentlemen who turned out not to be so gentle online and we got along very well I'd say.

00:01:33: He proceeded to ghost me three times, i think in total but um...I guess..in order to be ghosted there are always two involved especially when it's more than once.

00:01:45: So It was definitely my fault In the sense that I stayed in this connection or still was hoping for more when it was very clear that there was no interest on the other side.

00:01:57: So I guess, The first time was brutal but the second and third times definitely something i could have omitted easily.

00:02:06: But yeah!

00:02:06: so...the first time I left alone ghosted..I had never experienced anything like this before picked up my guitar for whatever reason, and then I started singing a song.

00:02:22: And i started refining the lyrics and making it... A very personal message to that person.. Yeah!

00:02:29: It just turned out quite well I'd say.

00:02:33: Its'a very... I would say.... It's a song thats very taken back and not so upfront.

00:02:42: So its quiet but I still like it.

00:02:46: special to me.

00:02:47: And yeah, you can basically stream it or not.

00:02:50: basically... You CAN stream it everywhere pretty much and I'd be very happy if YOU did!

00:02:57: If you let ME know how you like it.

00:03:00: My music video came out on YouTube so you can check that out.

00:03:04: You can just search Katerina Villa.

00:03:06: too late It should come up.

00:03:09: Yeah, the music video was also very interesting because I shot it with a dear friend of mine who was on this podcast twice so you probably know him if you've listened to Sweep It's All See for quite some time.

00:03:24: And we shot together and it was such good experience cause that was my first music video ever!

00:03:30: And um...it was fun to perform in front of camera but there are things i would have done differently or I would have definitely given more in front of the camera, so it's nicer if you move a little more where give more emotion to The entire thing.

00:03:51: but It was my first shoot.

00:03:53: So I don't want to be too hard on myself.

00:03:56: Yeah, i'm very excited and I just wanted to take this episode as an opportunity To let you know that happened because I usually treat my episodes like little diary entries.

00:04:10: And this was definitely a big happening and a big point in life, so i'm very excited that it worked!

00:04:20: So for the next episode we're going back to introspection but what i've learned from shooting this video is really It's a lot about being brave and doing things that you think you can't do, And maybe just allowing yourself to express what is inside of you without holding back.

00:04:48: I think with music being so emotional and something incredibly special it's even more personal than visual art because... visual art, I usually have a concept that i want to execute but with music it's really the emotion that drives everything so it was very interesting to tap into that and be very vulnerable.

00:05:12: And show myself in a very vulnerable way.

00:05:15: um So yeah...I'm very excited!

00:05:19: And I really hope you enjoyed this episode.

00:05:22: if you did, please make sure to subscribe and to rate my podcast wherever your listening.

00:05:27: And make sure stream too late or watch the music video on YouTube.

00:05:32: that would be super cool!

00:05:33: So yeah thank-you very much.

00:05:36: I will catch you next Sunday with a new special announcement...I think it's actually going to be a special announcement so stay tuned.

00:05:46: i'll catch ya then bye.